Fears and Gratitudes.

I fear relapse
I fear recovery not working for me
I fear letting people close
I fear failure
I fear judgement
I fear admitting my faults
I fear an uncertain future
I fear getting angry
I fear hurting the people I love

I am grateful for the support of my family
I am grateful for detoxing
I am grateful for my job
I am grateful for recovery
I am grateful to be alive